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[Mar. 9th, 2008|12:14 am] |
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shit is crazy...
im so tired i feel like cryin..lol
life isnt too suttel right now..
theres like 3 guys im juggling...and it
sounds more fun than it is...lol
one lives in MN one im just not into
but hes a great guy and sooo much fun to be with
there is this new guy...who im kinda excited about...
lol older... (but not like sugardaddy old)
mature...
working..
you know??
lol really sweet...
nice..
so yeah then i just had acts...
RAWR
lol then this week
i have mid terms
::[[YUCK]]::
then *~*~*SPRING BREAK*~*~*
::[[WHOOO HOOO]]::
lol yeah spring break is exciting...
i have my first college tour planned..lol
at ::[[Lindenwood]]::
soooooo ready fer that biz
but i might try and see if i can get a job
workin day camp during the week
cuz the ymca has programs set up for
the week of SB
so manybe i can make some serious dough
that would be pretty awesome
so u wanna hear something that seriously sucks ass..
i got a text this morning from john w
and hes like...
"so brad just told me he cant go to the rally"
OMFG
i got my ass right outa bed
and went straight to the Comp
and sent him a post and was like
"omg is it true?"
then about 30 minutes later
i got a text sayin that i had a comment from brad
and it said
"yeah it is im sorry"
omg i wanted to cry
the rally is not gunna be the same with out him
i mean at the last rally i spent most of my time with him
its gunna be soooo damn insane
i was soo crushed...
still am...
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[Feb. 26th, 2008|11:37 am] |
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[Feb. 26th, 2008|11:37 am] |
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school. We went to roosevelt high school to perform now they have us in here hella close together its crazy.. Lol i don't like these people enough to be |
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was crazy intense then soccer practice started and omg im so sore from practice.. Now im standing in mc donalds waitin with 4 bus loads of kids from my |
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Post(long day) so yesterday was hellas long.... Lol i had regular school lol then i had my two hour dance class...with alvin ailey dance company.:) so it |
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[Feb. 25th, 2008|12:21 am] |
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| i saved 3 lives.. |
[Feb. 20th, 2008|10:25 pm] |
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i gave blood today at our school drive..
it was pretty eventful..lol
i passed out after giving..
and then i was uber sick the rest of the day
but im ok with that..
when i got home..
i pretty much slept it off..
but im ok with feeling ill for
a couple of hours
to eventually save 3 lives..
i mean i gave in november too
and the fact that i have -0
means i can help %100 of america
i can give my blood to anyone
...and the thought that my blood
that i gave in november
could be running in someone elses veins...
keeping them alive..
makes me feel special..
the fact that some parent with children
could have gotten into a life threating situation
and need blood..
so maybe the blood i gave was given to them..
and kept that person alive....
to provide for their family,
that just makes me %100 ok with being ill
for a couple hours
just think...one day...
i could save your life..
and you could do the same for someone
it takes maybe 10 minutes of your life
to have the ability to save 3 peoples lives
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[Feb. 17th, 2008|01:51 am] |
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so appearently the last time i posted
was when robby first said he loved me
lots has changed since then..lol
for starters,
i broke up with him in august of 07
he was alot of drama,
and even though i loved him deeply,
i had to look out for myself as well as him..
i dont think things would have gotten better..
i still talk to him though...
hes doing good.
for awhile things were crazy for him
cuz his brother was murdered
his mom was real sick and so was his gma.
so he had taken of school and all kinds of shit.
but hes back in school,
and working..
and has a gf that he seems to really love
so im happy for him!
as for me..
still single..
i had a fling once with paul..
yet again
but that if course went no where
school is pretty normal
im in adv dance in my jr year
just recently ordered my jr ring..hella excited
im insane fot a guy in leaders who lives in MPLS
which sux ass
but what can i do... =/
fams...pretty good
pen is engaged
jakie turned 8 today
my dads wife and step son are finally here
i saw mandas and the boys on thanksgiving
grandpa had heart surgery and is bran spakin new
lol
TARA HAD HER BABY
MATTHEW DAVID CARPENTER
on march 15 2007...
and is pregnant with baby number 2
lol
by matt...again..UGH
(dont get me started)
lets see......
mom is fine..normal
um...
im going to spain italy and france in the summer
(HOPEFULLY)
thats the basic update,
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| hello stranger |
[Feb. 16th, 2008|02:51 am] |
wow..crazy..
its been so loong since ive posted anything on here...
i dont even know what my last post was about..
....brb |
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| omg |
[Apr. 18th, 2007|03:35 pm] |
♥ he told me he loves me ♥
♥ and i said i love him 2 ♥
♥ cuz i really do ♥ |
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| lol he told me this is how he feels about me...lmao |
[Apr. 4th, 2007|08:52 pm] |
"Shortie Like Mine"
(feat. Chris Brown)
[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine
shorty like mine
[Hook]
I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)
Cute face nice size like (mineee)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)
mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up
[Verse 1]
I knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'
Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girls
on my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me down
I roll wit her know go wit it now Im'a grow wit it now I'ma go get her thas how
I got her don't be mad you can't get one hotta broke them up when they made lil' momma
I don't care what my niggas say she been there everyday for my drama Some of the homies
hate cause they want her wish they the ones thas datin' my woman gone get a good look cause she fine
and I don't mind cause she mine
[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine
shorty like mine
[Hook]
I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)
Cute face nice size like (mineee)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)
mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up
[Bridge (Chris Brown):]
I got all this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to her
I don't care what the fellas say bout it cause I got somethin' to say bout it
Wat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' it
There ain't a price u can put on a girl who knows just what to say when
you need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else if
I don't know nothin' else I know
[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine
shorty like mine
[Hook]
I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)
Cute face nice size like (mineee)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)
mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up
[Verse 3]
I wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose her
I'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirls in that little skirt
just for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dub
e-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit the
right prize I'ma give it to her to the rhythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mind
you can't buy that and the site of her behind when she walk on by make a
nigga wanna try that she got the prettiest smile and she gangsta keep me
from runnin' wild and I thank her and we can talk about anything she got
good conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patient
[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine
shorty like mine
[Hook]
I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)
Cute face nice size like (mineee)
Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)
mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up
[Chorus]
Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down
I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause
I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine
baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me
Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me
search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine
shorty like mine |
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| so yea |
[Mar. 12th, 2007|11:32 pm] |
im no longer that
wierd brownish blondish
hair color...im red now
but its like this dark red.lol
its tight...lol
got it done today and it only cost me
$24 whoop whoop...well c yall loserz latas
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[Mar. 7th, 2007|10:07 pm] |
that tara is goin to the
doctor wed. and they mite check her
into the hospital cuz
her due date is next saturday (march 17th)
so im really excited for her baby to come..lol |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2007|09:55 pm] |
so im sick...
and ive been in the house all day
i only left once and that was to 711
lol so yea
im actually content..
with being in the house
normally
im all intching to get out
but i needed a day of resting
especially since im gunna start
siccer on monday
(yay)
so yea
but thats pretty much all
nothing really new
still talkin to that guy!
hes amazing!
lol
taras baby is due in like 2 weeks
and i go on spring break the day b4 shes due
so thats effin awesome
lol
not much else!!! |
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[Feb. 25th, 2007|10:53 pm] |
guy and hes soo amazing..
ive been talkin to him for weeks
and he makes me smile
and blush and constantly
bite my lip..
lol sounds wierd lol i kno
but o well!
and hes cute
and hes funny
and hes soooo sweet
ugh he says the most amazing tings to me
like i dnt even kno
lol
i sounds so ridculus,
but owell
like everythime i think about him i gett fluttery
lol
im laughin my ass of at my self
lol
but neways
i mite get to c him friday!!!
whoo hoo
o o o n omg...
tara has like 19 days til the baby is due
i cant fuckin wait
i hope it come b4 then but
i think im more xcited than her...lol
omg..this is a good day
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| so my holidays |
[Jan. 1st, 2007|04:03 am] |
went really well i guess...
on the 23rd, i went to my dads side of the family
and we did xmas...
i got a few gift cards
some money....
other shit...
xmas was great,
got deal or no deal the game,
sum makeup,
and outfit and two shirts,
two collectable barbies...(i dno y i got that)
speakers for my mp3 player...
hair dryer
curling iron,
some other stuff...
and GIUTAR HERO 2!!!!!!
thank god
im sooooo happy...
dude i effin luv that game
john got my the sound track to happy feet,
a dane cook cd and dvd,
and a soccerball from the "06"
FIFA world cup!!!
those things are hella expensive....
like$45
its crazy, but i luv it!!!
um.....
i went with tara to her docters apt thurday...
omg it was amazing...
the first have was gay but then we went to get her ultrasound done...and it was amazing...
i saw the babies heart beat,
the face,
his penis,
his lil hands and feet
and he was just a movin around.......
it was great
o and YES
its BOY
i wanted her to have a girl tho..lol
but owell
i cant wait for her to have her baby
im godmother,
so im gunna spoil him!!!
and she is getting big....
she only has 10 more weeks
*bites nails*
my new years was kewl....
me mom barb and john chilled here...
john cooked...
we wa tch some movies,
had a fire goin
roasted some marshmellows,
watched the count down...
tosted with some smern off...
and chilled
i just got back from taked john home...
!!
OMG
yesterday,
we were at a friends party
and for some reason it was outside...
but the guys were messin around and john
fell into the stones surrounding
this garden,
and hit is head on the privacy fence...
so at first he didnt want to do nething about it
but i told him to go rise it out...
then after awhile when we were cleaning it out,
he started feeling faint,
and was losing color in his face
and his puipal were huge...
so i called his parents and oculdnt get ahold of them
so i called my mom
we ended up taked him to the er
then finally we got ahold of his mom and dad,
then they met us at the er...
i could go back with him so we left,
but he texted when he got home and said
that he got 6 stiches in his arm
and a minor concusion...
lol wat a nite...
but it was still hella fun!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2006|01:20 am] |
cuz theres this guy that
apperently likes me alot,
and wants to go out with me
hellas bad
and i keep tellin him...sry but i got a bf!!!
and he seems pretty upset...
but owell i luv john.
and i tol d him that
and hes like no you dont....
ur only 16 u dnt kno wat love is
blah blah blah
wtf ever man!!!!!! |
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[Dec. 18th, 2006|01:02 pm] |
everything is goin good.
me n john are great.
me n mom are kewl..
skool and work are fine...
its just whenever i get by myself...
i wanna cry.
i wanna cry hard.
in a way i just want to get my runnin shoes on and go.
i want to go to a place
where i dnt reconize faces
and dont kno the name of the streets.
where i no one can find me.
i feel like i want to be lost.
and its wierd cuz im not
having family probs or nething...
and that scares me.
i feel like i did when michael died...
like inside i hurt sooo bad...
and when i step out the house
i gotta cover it up.
not let ppl see me when im down.
i think thats one of my weaknesses...
the feeling of not being in control of my feelings
not having a say in how i feel
even when i try so hard to MAKE my self happy
or make my self smile.
i think i mite feel better if i go to michaels grave
and maybe talk to him.
let em kno that i miss him and think about him
al the time.
i think i mite just go sit in the living room
put some pink on ( the singer)
and cry.
that mite help
just let the shit out
i dont kno wat else to do.
its crazy....i dno...
watever |
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| i dont mean to brag but... |
[Dec. 14th, 2006|10:31 pm] |
im so luck i have john
hes so amazing.
he did the cutest thing tonite
he stop by my house around 4
and brought me an energy
drink.
wierd at first yes.
you would think...
y would he bring an energy drink...
well he brought it to me, because he knew
i was tired, and that i had to work, so he broughtit to me
isnt that sweet!!!
lol yea i know!!!!
lol
i love him i really do!!!
so ive been feeling really good about myself latly,
ive been working out,
eating better,
tryin to get more active community wise...
that just makes me feel goo about myself
i luv it!!!!!
lol
i dont really have much to say but yea thats its..lol |
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| excited |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|01:53 am] |
so im leavin for yig tomorrow
at 7 am..im hella excited
this year i have more cofidence than last year
and i kno more about wat im doin..
and im way more in volved ..
like im on this guy josh travis'
campaign for governer for yig, and hes a kewl guy!!
i made a poster to hang up at yig!!!!
its hella kewl ...lol
the only thing, is that im gunna miss john hellas!! this will be the longest weve been away from
each...
yeah i know its only a few days,
but shut up...lol...
along with everything else im taking,
i taking one of the four roses he got me for
our FOUR month anni. with me
and our homecoming pic!!!
lol ima loser but o well...
wat can i say..i luv the guy!!! |
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