urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760 crazed_mind7760 crazed_mind7760 2008-03-09T06:21:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:32171 2008-03-09T06:21:01Z 2008-03-09T06:21:01Z Skillet-your better than drugs shit is crazy...<br />im so tired i feel like cryin..lol<br />life isnt too suttel right now..<br />theres like 3 guys im juggling...and it<br />sounds more fun than it is...lol<br />one lives in MN one im just not into<br />but hes a great guy and sooo much fun to be with<br />there is this new guy...who im kinda excited about...<br />lol older... (but not like sugardaddy old)<br />mature...<br />working..<br />you know??<br />lol really sweet...<br />nice..<br />so yeah then i just had acts...<br />RAWR<br />lol then this week <br />i have mid terms <br />::[[YUCK]]::<br />then *~*~*SPRING BREAK*~*~*<br />::[[WHOOO HOOO]]::<br />lol yeah spring break is exciting...<br />i have my first college tour planned..lol<br />at ::[[Lindenwood]]::<br />soooooo ready fer that biz<br />but i might try and see if i can get a job <br />workin day camp during the week<br />cuz the ymca has programs set up for<br />the week of SB<br />so manybe i can make some serious dough<br />that would be pretty awesome<br /><br /> so u wanna hear something that seriously sucks ass..<br />i got a text this morning from john w<br />and hes like...<br />"so brad just told me he cant go to the rally"<br />OMFG<br />i got my ass right outa bed<br />and went straight to the Comp <br />and sent him a post and was like <br />"omg is it true?"<br />then about 30 minutes later<br />i got a text sayin that i had a comment from brad<br />and it said<br />"yeah it is im sorry"<br />omg i wanted to cry<br />the rally is not gunna be the same with out him<br />i mean at the last rally i spent most of my time with him<br />its gunna be soooo damn insane<br />i was soo crushed...<br />still am...<br />=( urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:31751 2008-02-26T17:37:44Z 2008-02-26T17:37:44Z this close to these people urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:31703 2008-02-26T17:37:38Z 2008-02-26T17:37:38Z school. We went to roosevelt high school to perform now they have us in here hella close together its crazy.. Lol i don't like these people enough to be urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:31279 2008-02-26T17:37:33Z 2008-02-26T17:37:33Z was crazy intense then soccer practice started and omg im so sore from practice.. Now im standing in mc donalds waitin with 4 bus loads of kids from my urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:31119 2008-02-26T17:37:22Z 2008-02-26T17:37:22Z Post(long day) so yesterday was hellas long.... Lol i had regular school lol then i had my two hour dance class...with alvin ailey dance company.:) so it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:30771 2008-02-25T06:21:49Z 2008-02-25T06:21:49Z trying this mobile posting business urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:30355 2008-02-21T04:25:07Z 2008-02-21T04:25:07Z across the universe sound track i gave blood today at our school drive..<br />it was pretty eventful..lol<br />i passed out after giving..<br />and then i was uber sick the rest of the day<br /><br />but im ok with that..<br />when i got home..<br />i pretty much slept it off..<br />but im ok with feeling ill for <br />a couple of hours<br />to eventually save 3 lives..<br />i mean i gave in november too<br />and the fact that i have -0<br />means i can help %100 of america<br />i can give my blood to anyone<br />...and the thought that my blood<br />that i gave in november <br />could be running in someone elses veins...<br />keeping them alive..<br />makes me feel special..<br />the fact that some parent with children<br />could have gotten into a life threating situation<br />and need blood..<br />so maybe the blood i gave was given to them..<br />and kept that person alive....<br />to provide for their family, <br />that just makes me %100 ok with being ill <br />for a couple hours<br />just think...one day...<br />i could save your life..<br /><br />and you could do the same for someone<br />it takes maybe 10 minutes of your life<br />to have the ability to save 3 peoples lives<br />the thought is insane. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:30057 2008-02-17T07:54:50Z 2008-02-17T07:54:50Z flyleaf - cassie so appearently the last time i posted<br />was when robby first said he loved me<br />lots has changed since then..lol<br />for starters, <br />i broke up with him in august of 07<br />he was alot of drama, <br />and even though i loved him deeply, <br />i had to look out for myself as well as him..<br />i dont think things would have gotten better..<br />i still talk to him though...<br />hes doing good.<br />for awhile things were crazy for him <br />cuz his brother was murdered <br />his mom was real sick and so was his gma.<br />so he had taken of school and all kinds of shit.<br />but hes back in school, <br />and working..<br />and has a gf that he seems to really love<br />so im happy for him!<br /><br />as for me..<br />still single..<br />i had a fling once with paul..<br />yet again<br />but that if course went no where<br />school is pretty normal<br />im in adv dance in my jr year<br />just recently ordered my jr ring..hella excited<br />im insane fot a guy in leaders who lives in MPLS<br />which sux ass<br />but what can i do... =/<br />fams...pretty good<br />pen is engaged<br />jakie turned 8 today<br />my dads wife and step son are finally here<br />i saw mandas and the boys on thanksgiving<br />grandpa had heart surgery and is bran spakin new<br />lol<br />TARA HAD HER BABY<br />MATTHEW DAVID CARPENTER<br />on march 15 2007...<br />and is pregnant with baby number 2<br />lol<br />by matt...again..UGH<br />(dont get me started)<br />lets see......<br />mom is fine..normal<br />um...<br />im going to spain italy and france in the summer<br />(HOPEFULLY)<br /><br />thats the basic update, <br />notmuch other than that... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:29862 2008-02-16T08:49:57Z 2008-02-16T08:49:57Z wow..crazy..<br />its been so loong since ive posted anything on here...<br />i dont even know what my last post was about..<br />....brb urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:29667 2007-04-18T20:35:23Z 2007-04-18T20:35:23Z &hearts; he told me he loves me &hearts;<br />&hearts; and i said i love him 2 &hearts;<br />&hearts; cuz i really do &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:28862 2007-04-05T02:52:18Z 2007-04-05T02:52:18Z "Shortie Like Mine"<br />(feat. Chris Brown)<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down<br />I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause<br />I done looked out and searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine<br />baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me<br />Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me<br />search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine<br />shorty like mine<br /><br />[Hook]<br />I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)<br />Cute face nice size like (mineee)<br />Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)<br />mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up<br /><br />[Verse 1]<br />I knew when I ran into this one she would be the redrum of my pimpin'<br />Knew she would be the one to make me stop caring about other girls<br />on my jock and gettin' them she was the one to slow me down hold me down<br />I roll wit her know go wit it now Im'a grow wit it now I'ma go get her thas how<br />I got her don't be mad you can't get one hotta broke them up when they made lil' momma<br />I don't care what my niggas say she been there everyday for my drama Some of the homies<br />hate cause they want her wish they the ones thas datin' my woman gone get a good look cause she fine<br />and I don't mind cause she mine<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down<br />I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause<br />I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine<br />baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me<br />Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me<br />search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine<br />shorty like mine<br /><br />[Hook]<br />I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)<br />Cute face nice size like (mineee)<br />Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)<br />mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up<br /><br />[Bridge (Chris Brown):]<br />I got all this love inside of me and all I wanna do is give it to her<br />I don't care what the fellas say bout it cause I got somethin' to say bout it<br />Wat I'm about to say is straight up real talk no cut I don't play bout' it<br />There ain't a price u can put on a girl who knows just what to say when<br />you need to hear it the most and I'ma tell you somethin' else if<br />I don't know nothin' else I know<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down<br />I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause<br />I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine<br />baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me<br />Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me<br />search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine<br />shorty like mine<br /><br />[Hook]<br />I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)<br />Cute face nice size like (mineee)<br />Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)<br />mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up<br /><br />[Verse 3]<br />I wanna give her the world and I ain't even tryna lose her<br />I'm addicted to my girl and the way that she twirls in that little skirt<br />just for me in the club in the crib in the streets she represent for l-b-dub<br />e-n-t she a nice with the pretty brown bright eyes I'm a winner wit the<br />right prize I'ma give it to her to the rhythm of a hi-hat she got a beautiful mind<br />you can't buy that and the site of her behind when she walk on by make a<br />nigga wanna try that she got the prettiest smile and she gangsta keep me<br />from runnin' wild and I thank her and we can talk about anything she got<br />good conversation my homie and my friend and plus she patient<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down<br />I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause<br />I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine<br />baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me<br />Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me<br />search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine<br />shorty like mine<br /><br />[Hook]<br />I tell my niggas that uh you got a girl but she ain't nothin' like (mineeee)<br />Cute face nice size like (mineee)<br />Stay kitted hood wit like (mineee)<br />mean walk talk Chris help me tell 'em what's up<br /><br />[Chorus]<br />Only thing that keeps me up when I'm feelin' down<br />I don't know about you but I gotta keep mines around cause<br />I done looked I done searched and it's hard to find another shorty like mine<br />baby yes I'm addicted to how we kick it everything you say to me<br />Never knew it could be so wicked hopin' that you stay wit me<br />search around the world but you will never find another shorty like mine<br />shorty like mine urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:27978 2007-03-13T05:32:14Z 2007-03-13T05:34:44Z im no longer that<br />wierd brownish blondish <br />hair color...im red now<br />but its like this dark red.lol<br />its tight...lol<br />got it done today and it only cost me<br />$24 whoop whoop...well c yall loserz latas<br /><br /><img src="http://i26.photobucket.com/albums/c114/RIP_MY_LOVE/IMG_0516.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:27814 2007-03-08T04:07:31Z 2007-03-08T04:07:31Z that tara is goin to the<br />doctor wed. and they mite check her <br />into the hospital cuz<br />her due date is next saturday (march 17th)<br />so im really excited for her baby to come..lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:27527 2007-03-04T03:55:39Z 2007-03-04T03:55:39Z so im sick...<br />and ive been in the house all day<br />i only left once and that was to 711<br />lol so yea<br />im actually content..<br />with being in the house<br />normally<br />im all intching to get out<br />but i needed a day of resting<br />especially since im gunna start<br />siccer on monday<br />(yay)<br />so yea<br />but thats pretty much all <br />nothing really new<br />still talkin to that guy!<br />hes amazing!<br />lol<br />taras baby is due in like 2 weeks<br />and i go on spring break the day b4 shes due<br />so thats effin awesome<br />lol<br />not much else!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:26935 2007-02-26T04:53:39Z 2007-02-26T04:53:39Z guy and hes soo amazing..<br />ive been talkin to him for weeks <br />and he makes me smile <br />and blush and constantly<br />bite my lip..<br />lol sounds wierd lol i kno<br />but o well! <br />and hes cute<br />and hes funny<br />and hes soooo sweet<br />ugh he says the most amazing tings to me<br />like i dnt even kno<br />lol<br />i sounds so ridculus, <br />but owell<br />like everythime i think about him i gett fluttery<br />lol<br />im laughin my ass of at my self<br />lol<br />but neways<br />i mite get to c him friday!!!<br />whoo hoo<br />o o o n omg...<br />tara has like 19 days til the baby is due<br />i cant fuckin wait<br />i hope it come b4 then but <br />i think im more xcited than her...lol<br />omg..this is a good day<br />:D urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:26389 2007-01-01T09:03:44Z 2007-01-01T09:03:44Z went really well i guess...<br />on the 23rd, i went to my dads side of the family<br />and we did xmas...<br />i got a few gift cards<br />some money....<br />other shit...<br />xmas was great, <br />got deal or no deal the game,<br />sum makeup, <br />and outfit and two shirts, <br />two collectable barbies...(i dno y i got that)<br />speakers for my mp3 player...<br />hair dryer<br />curling iron, <br />some other stuff...<br />and GIUTAR HERO 2!!!!!!<br />thank god<br />im sooooo happy...<br />dude i effin luv that game<br />john got my the sound track to happy feet, <br />a dane cook cd and dvd, <br />and a soccerball from the "06" <br />FIFA world cup!!! <br />those things are hella expensive....<br />like$45<br />its crazy, but i luv it!!!<br />um.....<br />i went with tara to her docters apt thurday...<br />omg it was amazing...<br />the first have was gay but then we went to get her ultrasound done...and it was amazing...<br />i saw the babies heart beat, <br />the face, <br />his penis, <br />his lil hands and feet<br />and he was just a movin around.......<br />it was great<br />o and YES<br />its BOY<br />i wanted her to have a girl tho..lol<br />but owell<br />i cant wait for her to have her baby<br />im godmother,<br />so im gunna spoil him!!!<br />and she is getting big....<br />she only has 10 more weeks<br />*bites nails*<br /><br />my new years was kewl....<br />me mom barb and john chilled here...<br />john cooked...<br />we wa tch some movies, <br />had a fire goin<br />roasted some marshmellows, <br />watched the count down...<br />tosted with some smern off...<br />and chilled<br />i just got back from taked john home...<br />!!<br />OMG<br />yesterday, <br />we were at a friends party <br />and for some reason it was outside...<br />but the guys were messin around and john <br />fell into the stones surrounding<br />this garden, <br />and hit is head on the privacy fence...<br />so at first he didnt want to do nething about it<br />but i told him to go rise it out...<br />then after awhile when we were cleaning it out, <br />he started feeling faint, <br />and was losing color in his face<br />and his puipal were huge...<br />so i called his parents and oculdnt get ahold of them<br />so i called my mom<br />we ended up taked him to the er<br />then finally we got ahold of his mom and dad, <br />then they met us at the er...<br />i could go back with him so we left, <br />but he texted when he got home and said <br />that he got 6 stiches in his arm <br />and a minor concusion...<br />lol wat a nite...<br />but it was still hella fun!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:26201 2006-12-22T06:20:43Z 2006-12-22T06:20:43Z cuz theres this guy that<br />apperently likes me alot, <br />and wants to go out with me<br />hellas bad<br />and i keep tellin him...sry but i got a bf!!!<br />and he seems pretty upset...<br />but owell i luv john.<br />and i tol d him that<br />and hes like no you dont....<br />ur only 16 u dnt kno wat love is<br />blah blah blah<br />wtf ever man!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:26010 2006-12-18T18:02:46Z 2006-12-18T18:02:46Z everything is goin good.<br />me n john are great.<br />me n mom are kewl..<br />skool and work are fine...<br />its just whenever i get by myself...<br />i wanna cry.<br />i wanna cry hard.<br />in a way i just want to get my runnin shoes on and go.<br />i want to go to a place <br />where i dnt reconize faces <br />and dont kno the name of the streets.<br />where i no one can find me.<br />i feel like i want to be lost.<br />and its wierd cuz im not <br />having family probs or nething...<br />and that scares me.<br />i feel like i did when michael died...<br />like inside i hurt sooo bad...<br />and when i step out the house<br />i gotta cover it up.<br />not let ppl see me when im down.<br />i think thats one of my weaknesses...<br />the feeling of not being in control of my feelings<br />not having a say in how i feel<br />even when i try so hard to MAKE my self happy<br />or make my self smile.<br />i think i mite feel better if i go to michaels grave<br />and maybe talk to him.<br />let em kno that i miss him and think about him <br />al the time.<br />i think i mite just go sit in the living room<br />put some pink on ( the singer)<br />and cry.<br />that mite help<br />just let the shit out<br />i dont kno wat else to do.<br />its crazy....i dno...<br />watever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:25675 2006-12-15T03:31:02Z 2006-12-15T03:31:02Z im so luck i have john<br />hes so amazing.<br />he did the cutest thing tonite<br />he stop by my house around 4<br />and brought me an energy <br />drink.<br />wierd at first yes.<br />you would think...<br />y would he bring an energy drink...<br />well he brought it to me, because he knew<br />i was tired, and that i had to work, so he broughtit to me<br />isnt that sweet!!!<br />lol yea i know!!!!<br />lol<br /> i love him i really do!!!<br /><br />so ive been feeling really good about myself latly, <br />ive been working out,<br />eating better, <br />tryin to get more active community wise...<br />that just makes me feel goo about myself<br />i luv it!!!!!<br />lol<br />i dont really have much to say but yea thats its..lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:25549 2006-11-30T06:53:51Z 2006-11-30T06:53:51Z so im leavin for yig tomorrow<br />at 7 am..im hella excited <br />this year i have more cofidence than last year<br />and i kno more about wat im doin..<br />and im way more in volved ..<br />like im on this guy josh travis' <br />campaign for governer for yig, and hes a kewl guy!!<br /> i made a poster to hang up at yig!!!!<br />its hella kewl ...lol<br />the only thing, is that im gunna miss john hellas!! this will be the longest weve been away from <br />each...<br />yeah i know its only a few days, <br />but shut up...lol...<br />along with everything else im taking, <br />i taking one of the four roses he got me for<br />our FOUR month anni. with me<br />and our homecoming pic!!! <br />lol ima loser but o well...<br />wat can i say..i luv the guy!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:25108 2006-11-25T05:54:11Z 2006-11-25T05:54:11Z so thursday was thanx giving...<br />n it was kewl...<br />i went to johns uncles house in imerial<br />and my mom got to meet<br />all his family that ive been <br />raving about...lol they're awesome<br />and i ate and played guitar hero 2<br />(and now im having withdraw symtoms cuz i dnt have it)<br />i effin luv that game!!<br />then we went to gai gai's house, and<br />chilled there...ate...<br />family argued as usual...<br />jake got dropped of by jason(the bastard)<br />and ofcourse acted up...as usual....<br />and didnt hear from my dad...as usual....<br />then last nite, <br />john stayed at my house til about 1<br />and we talked the entire time!!<br />i mean ive never talked to a guy like that<br />i feel that ever time me and john <br />start talkin, <br />we break down walls...<br />it effin awesome!!<br />and ever since last nite with all the talkin...<br />i was missin him soooooooooo much!!!<br />it was crazy, when he showed to pick me up<br />i was never so happy to see him!!!<br />it was wierd...but n a good way....<br />it hard to explain.<br /><br />but john and his mom gave me a ride<br />so that i could go n get my mom a gift<br />(her bdays tomorrow!)<br />we went to jc pennys cuz john had a gift card<br />and wanted to get her sumthin...<br />and then we went to target cuz i had yet another gift card!! <br />lol<br />then when my mom got off work<br />she took me to dots so i could get a <br />blazer and dress pants for YIG <br />(which im hella excited for)<br />and then we went home....<br />so i had a pretty good day...<br />tomorrow us + john are goin to my moms friends out in<br />PEVELY!!!<br />whoo hoo im excited...<br />so but gotta catch up on my beauty sleep...<br />ttyl!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:24990 2006-11-22T06:45:24Z 2006-11-22T06:50:32Z pink~ who knew <font color="hotpink"><b>so theres sum kind of stomach virus <br />goin around and our<br />neighbors got<br />then gave it to my mom...<br />then i got it!!!<br />i miss skool monday and tuesday, <br />i was so nausiated and weak<br />and i had massive headaches...<br />it was horrible!!!<br />but im kinda feelin better, <br />my stomach at times still feels <br />kinda....i dno wierd...<br />but im goin to skool tomorrow..<br />which is kewl considering i have thursday <br />and friday off!!<br />so its realy not gunna matter...<br />and i wont have to make up any<br />during my 4 day weekend cuz my <br />awesome loving boyfriend <br />got all my assignments from yesterday and today <br />for me and i did them tonite...<br />it took awhile but worth it!!!<br /><br />so for thanksgiving, <br />i have plans to go to two different<br />places (sumthing new)<br />ive never had to do that...<br />ya kno how some families have to make<br />time for both side...i never had to do that...<br />but this year...<br />me n mom are driving to JOHNs<br />uncles house in the morning and<br />eating with them, <br />then were taking john and<br />goin to ga'i ga'i'(grandmother n greek)s house<br />and hangin wit the fam...<br />so i mean that sounds effin awesome to me, cuz<br />i luv his fam...<br />their hella fun!!!<br />and his grandma and mom are hella good cooks<br />plus hes gunna be cookin to<br />so im excited...<br /><br />then....<br />saturday is moms bday, <br />so im gunna try and get johns mom to take<br />me to target to g et my mom<br />some of the cds she wants...<br />also, saturday,<br />were goin to pevley for the weekend, and<br />i think johns goin with us, <br />but my moms friend lives down there, <br />( the one with the adpoted asian kids)<br />i love it there...<br />i mite be able to talk my mom into <br />goin to the flee market again..it was sooooo <br />much fun!<br />and friday, were gunna go n get my <br />glasses, and my social security card<br />so i can finish my application....<br /><br />sunday, <br />me n john are goin to the movies<br />for our 4 month anni. (its not til tuesday, but i gotta work tues)<br />so but im excited <br />were either goin to c<br />happy feet<br />or <br />pick or destany!!!!<br />so i cnt wait!<br /><br />i leave for yig next thusday, <br />i only had skool one day this week, and next week i'll only be goin for 3 days...lol<br />but i need to spend my old nevy gift card <br />and get a pant suit for yig...<br />i need a blazer too...hmmm<br />well....<br />off to bed...<br />&hearts;<br />moi<br /></font></b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:24727 2006-11-17T23:14:21Z 2006-11-17T23:14:21Z PINK LYRICS<br /><br />"Who Knew"<br /><br />You took my hand<br />You showed me how<br />You promised me you'd be around<br />Uh huh<br />That's right<br />I took your words<br />And I believed<br />In everything<br />You said to me<br />Yeah huh<br />That's right<br /><br />If someone said three years from now<br />You'd be long gone<br />I'd stand up and punch them out<br />Cause they're all wrong<br />I know better<br />Cause you said forever<br />And ever<br />Who knew<br /><br />Remember when we were such fools<br />And so convinced and just too cool<br />Oh no<br />No no<br />I wish I could touch you again<br />I wish I could still call you friend<br />I'd give anything<br /><br />When someone said count your blessings now<br />'fore they're long gone<br />I guess I just didn't know how<br />I was all wrong<br />They knew better<br />Still you said forever<br />And ever<br />Who knew<br /><br />Yeah yeah<br />I'll keep you locked in my head<br />Until we meet again<br />Until we<br />Until we meet again<br />And I won't forget you my friend<br />What happened<br /><br />If someone said three years from now<br />You'd be long gone<br />I'd stand up and punch them out<br />Cause they're all wrong and<br />That last kiss<br />I'll cherish<br />Until we meet again<br />And time makes<br />It harder<br />I wish I could remember<br />But I keep<br />Your memory<br />You visit me in my sleep<br />My darling<br />Who knew<br />My darling<br />My darling<br />Who knew<br />My darling<br />I miss you<br />My darling<br />Who knew<br />Who knew urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:24253 2006-11-07T16:51:24Z 2006-11-07T16:52:43Z none ` <font color="red"> cuz im in guitar,<br />and drennens not here<br />we hav sum ignorant ass sub!!!<br />im hella glad i didnt bring my <br />guitar today!!!<br />my head huts hellas!!</font><br /><br /><font color="orange">omg homecomng was last friday..<br />it was fuckin awesome!! <br />it was my first formal dance and i<br />went with john!!<br />when i wasnt dancin,<br />i was chillin with leigh mostly, <br />it was hella fun!! <br />me n john had our first slow dance<br />together...lol!!<br />its an OK dancer!! lol...<br />(hes siting next to me now!) lol<br />(n hes tryin to read everything im typin<br />...wada loser)<br />lol!!!<br />we took pics too!! <br />i should hav em up on myspace soon...<br />whenever we get them!!!<br /></font><br /><br /><font color="yellow"><br />saturday i had my sweet 16 with my friends!<br />there was 11 of us + 3 adults and one ofmy cuzins<br />there was...<br />john<br />haley<br />liz<br />stef<br />tara<br />matt<br />adrian<br />rosie<br />alex<br />dana and...<br />moi!<br />lol<br />we did hellas<br />we had a scavengers hunt<br />team 2 won(whoo hoo!!!)<br />team 1 lost hahahaha<br />we played around for a while<br />then did the pinata!!<br />lol (haley ahahahaha)<br />and smores and played around more<br />then after people started leavin,<br />we put in a movie..<br />and american haunting!!<br />it was funny..lol<br />then john left and me lex mom barb <br />and kinda liz<br />watch dane cooks vicious cirlce!!!<br />lmao it was the funniest damn thing!! <br />especialy at 3 n the moring!!!<br />lol<br /></font><br /><br /><font color="green"><br />sunday i had my family sweet16<br />lol<br />it was pretty fun<br />there was hella people!!! <br />i got hella money<br />and gift cards<br />i was really surprised<br />my dads side of the family came!!<br />its crazy!<br />lol jakie tried to open all my gifts!!<br />total...<br />from both parties...<br />i got $205 in cash<br />and $80 in gift cards!! <br /></font><br /><br /><font color="blue"><br />hopefully since i dnt hav skool<br />friday and moms off work!! <br />we mite go n open a checkin account for <br />moi with my bday money...<br />and me n john are hopen to <br />gp shopin, <br />and hang out that nite <br />cuz i'll be gone all weekend!!!!!<br /></font><br /><br /><font color="purple"><br />the fall rally is this weekend!!!<br />whoo hoo<br />my fist event as cls vp for 06- 07 <br />whoo hoo<br />i hella cnt wait!! its gunna be awesome!!<br />im excited!!! i cant wait!!!<br /></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:crazed_mind7760:23828 2006-10-12T03:27:01Z 2006-10-12T03:27:01Z god damn im so pisssed<br />fuckin she needs to mind her fuckin busniess<br />she needs to fuckin <br />leave the band alone.<br />she needs to get her shit together before <br />she starts handling other peoples<br />shit.<br />shes not gunna hav me nemore <br />if she cant fuckin be a friend<br />or even a fuckin cuzin.<br />she needs to get off her high horse...<br />cuz when ever she gets and a runt and <br />her so called "friends" arent there<br />then shes gunna fuckin need me<br />but im so tired of being her"big sister"<br />and tellin her to watch out for this<br />and dont do that, cuz ur gunna end up getting hurt<br />im just so fuckin tired of <br />HAVING to look out for her<br />i wish i never started claiming her<br />i only did that to kepp her from<br />getting made fun of in grade skool<br />once again looking out for her!!!!!<br />i miss just being able to hang out with her<br />and not really caring about nethign else!<br />she went thru hell n middle skool, <br />and i was always there...<br />i think she fuckin forgets that<br />and ugh omg she fuckin<br />ugh she drives me crazy<br />with her lil acts for getting attention<br />i mean some thing are acceptable, <br />but fuckin jumpin up n down on another chicks lap <br />n lookin around at lunch to see <br />if neone is fuckin <br />paying attention to her...<br />now thats alil fuckin obnoxious!!!!!!<br />and i kno noone else notices it, <br />but u go to my skool, <br />and u sit with me at lunch and fuckin watch her...<br />u'll see wat im talkin about!!!!!<br />ugh <br />DUDE FUCKIN GROW UP!!!!